Peter Pan God & Time Hidden Hope Hope For You I Remember Just Enough Lonely Rain Look Up Lost Innocence Not Too Late Not Worthy Pretty Castles
Restraining Anger Say It Now Shut Your Eyes The Message Too Late Waiting Who I Want To Be Wish You Alone
Poetry for God's Glory....
Tuesday, 12 May 2009
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Song of the Crucifier
I stoned You with the rest of them
We cast our lots and cracked our whips
I denied You, crucified You,
Curses poured out of my lips
You held Your hands out in love
We laughed and nailed them to a cross.
We thought it was over and done
You cried “It is finished”
And we danced for we had won.
I watched You finish Your last breath
Before an earthquake pulled me down
Thunder shook in anger of Your death
And You won’t find me laughing now.
And honestly,
I don't expect a thing from You
I’m not worthy to even say Your name
And honestly,
I don't have the strength to look up
I'll only collapse from the weight of my shame.
After the thunder comes a silence
After the storm follows peace
I hear a whisper in the stillness
I hear You say that You love me
Over and over and over again,
And I cry as I lay here at Your feet
It’s too much to carry…
That You could truly love me
Your kindness only magnifies my sin
You whisper "Child, My burden weighs less
Than a grain of sand upon the shore
Of that Sea of Forgetfulness
I drowned your sins in before.
And honestly,
I love you more than anything
I want you more than you even want me
And honestly,
The day you nailed me to that Tree
My blood covered everything.
It will always and forever be enough.
My grace is sufficient.
My love is eternal and true
You don’t have to carry anything-
I’ll be carrying you."
Monday, 23 February 2009
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Broken Melody.
Is it supposed to be this hard-
To hurt this much?
I've losing control and now I fear
I'm losing touch...with You.
I play our melody so beautifully
In front of everyone
But lately I've been missing notes-
I wonder if its noticed that they're gone.
It's been a while since I walked alone with You
Been a while since I called out Your name
I've been afraid to be alone with thoughts of You-
I know I'll only collapse in my shame.
What once was joy has faded to defeat
Lifeless fists, hanging by my sides
But yet, still fists, and if You give me strength to trust,
They might be willing again to try and fight.
Saturday, 17 January 2009
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Be Still and Know it's Still the Cross
Lord, I come
Bringing my thoughts to You
And these words that You have heard a thousand times.
Confessions and offerings
Praises and pleas
In hope of true direction, I fall upon my knees.
And I hear You say,
Be still,
Be still,
I already climbed that hill
I rose again to give you peace
It’s already been done you see
And it’s still the Cross that sets you free
So be still
Be still,
And know That I am God
Here I come
Holding out my heart so tired
And these thousand times I’ve failed you just today.
Overwhelmed and scared
Ashamed and unprepared
Fearful of consequences that I could never pay
And I hear You say,
Be still,
Be still,
I already climbed that hill
I rose again to give you peace
It’s already been done you see
And it’s still the Cross that sets you free
So be still
Be still,
And know That I am God
-Katie-
Monday, 05 January 2009
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The Sweetest Song
What's the saddest song you've ever sung?
Would you sing it to me?
Together we can fix the words
And make it something sweet
We'll add another verse or two
Give it a happy-ever-after
I know it hurts to breathe the lines again
But you can't hold the tears forever
Sing your song
I'll sing mine too
And we'll play our melody for all the people.
Let them see
We'll be okay
The sunshine always comes after the rain
Will you walk the streets with me?
Thru all the dancing city lights
We'll hold each others heads up high
Our voices raised throughout the night
Let the hopeless know there’s Strength that lies
In giving up the pain
It’s the sweetest song we'll ever sing-
Somebody already bore the rain.
Sing your song
I'll sing mine too
And we'll play our melody for all the people.
Let them see
They’ll be okay
The sunshine always comes after the rain...
-Katie-
Wednesday, 31 December 2008
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I hope you all had a lovely Christmas! I realize I haven't posted in quite a while. Anywho, here's a bit of encouragement to start off the new year with. Have a wonderful New Year's. =]
Here’s to another day
Keep my chin up high
Only by Your grace
Can I make it this time
I’ll show myself approved
I’ll fall in love with You
Study to know Your ways
Rightly divide Your Truth
Give me the strength inside
To strive to be done
Only with Your Grace, Lord
Can this battle be won.
-Katie-
Friday, 03 October 2008
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Is He?
Butterflies and flowers
Both die and fall away
Fleeting moments of happiness
But what is True shall stay.
We cry for understanding
As we mourn for those we’ve lost
But the painting isn’t finished yet
And the end’s well worth the cost.
The questions forever block the way
Of the passage Peace has made
Yet...in spite of understanding sought,
Is God good, or is He not?
-Katie-
Thursday, 02 October 2008
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Sailor's Warning
The sky showed scarlet this morning
When I pulled the anchor away
The thunder even sounded a warning
But I determined to steer my ship straight
Now I wait for my Jesus to show Himself
To conquer these thrashing waves
They threaten to sink my helpless boat
My heart cries out for His grace.
A wave of despair rushes over my deck
I cling to the rails in fear;
He silently rises up through the storm
With a whisper of “Peace, be still”
He didn't need to conquer the waters
Because the wind was at his command;
And I never once lost my way in the storm
For my ship never left port of His hand.
-Katie Wilson-
Thursday, 04 September 2008
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Hidden Hope...
There’s a song hidden in the back of my heart
I know if I sing it it’ll tear me apart
Caught in the crossfire of His will and mine
The melody coaxes me to surrender this time
But my Opponent, I said, was nothing to me
Simply an obstacle to claiming the key
To a life of my own
To be happy and free.
That haunting refrain won’t ever touch my heart
Cause this is how I choose to be
This is how I choose to be.
I denied every thought, every need of this Man
A fruitless attempt to be free
I wanted to change, but I saw nothing to obtain
I’d only fall apart again, back into this sea of hate
I don’t have that kind of faith
I’m falling farther every day
Don’t pray for me
I don’t need Him now.
[Though the song inside plays differently]
This is how I choose to be...
This is how I choose to be.
[Is there any hope for me?]
~Katie~(Just to clarify...this poem isn't about me. =]] )
Saturday, 30 August 2008
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Waiting...
This wind whispers through the grass
Dew seeps in to touch my back
Under these stars I feel so close to Him.
I ask about you and what I’ll find
And fantasies swirl around this mind
Whose thoughts flutter off to
Hopeful places
Where my wings find rest from these
Worn-out phases.
What makes me truly tremble
Is one day I’ll really find you.
Whisper it through the continuum...
And I will whisper back again
"I love you"
~Katie~
Wednesday, 20 August 2008
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Shut your eyes...
But don’t hold back the tears
Don’t hurt yourself by keeping it inside.
Tell me now...
Who do you cry for tonight?
Breathe in deep now and open your eyes.
Name your fears...
Pull them out from under your mind
Be honest with yourself this time.
Give it up...
Surrender it to Jesus; don’t fight
Before your heart leaves you again tonight...
-Katie L. Wilson-
Monday, 18 August 2008
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Restraining Anger
Don’t think that your stare can pin me to the ground
I’ve heard all that you have to say
But this time you managed to dig yourself deep
It takes nerve to treat someone that way.
No, I won’t stand and watch like I normally do
I won’t apologize for voicing the truth
Toleration’s walls have fallen thru tonight
I rise from the rubble with determination and fight.
There’s an anger in me I cannot describe,
It surpasses the amount of your spiteful lies.
But to let it escape is something I cannot do
Because then...I would be no better than you.
-Katie-
He that is slow to anger is better than the mighty; and he that ruleth his spirit than he that taketh a city. Proverb 16:32
Monday, 21 July 2008
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So I really haven't written or finished anything new in a while...this is a really old one I wrote over two years ago. o_0 Thought it was sorta appropriate...it being summer and all...maybe a bit late but it makes me laugh. Enjoy.
Ode to the End of School
Summer has arrived
In spite of these detested studies I've survived
No more Algebra for you and me
No more equations of b-cubed times 33
Forgotten are adverbs and conjunctions
I refuse to diagram any Grammar functions
Memorizing dates in History
Of battles and what-not
Will just have to wait
Cause I doubt that of those I'll even have a thought
Of protons and electrons I'll be lectured no more
I'm happy to finally be rid of that bore
So let's forget all this mess
It's time to give my brain a rest
Summer has come
Let's go have some fun!~Katie W.
Sunday, 20 July 2008
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Eh...just something I scribbled down today. ^_^
No, He doesn't always stop the storms,
But He does control the winds and rain.
Remember, when it seems that you are all alone,
Jesus is as close as the whisper of His name!
~Katie
You guys have a good week!
Tuesday, 08 July 2008
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Mkay...so...here's another Psalm adaption of mine. Hope you enjoy. =)
Hear my cry, O God
Attend unto my prayer
From ends of the earth I will cry
This is more than my heart can bear
Lead me, Lord, to the Rock
The Rock that is higher than I
For You have been my Shelter
In Your wings will I hide
Hear my voice, O God
Hear it in my prayer
Hide me from my enemy
Preserve my life from fear
Lead me, Lord, to the Rock
The Rock that is higher than I
For You are my Strong Tower
In You will I abide
~from Psalms 61 & 64
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
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So I haven't posted a poem in quite a while so I thought I'd add one of my adaptions of Psalms. =)
I seek to find Your mercy, God,
Though there's none that I deserve.
I come dirty and defenseless
Praying my confession will be heard.
Once again I've wronged You
And done this evil in Thy sight.
There's no excuse by which to justify
For I knew what was right.
Now I acknowledge my transgression
Before me stands my sin.
Look inside my heart, Lord,
And judge what lies within.
Wash me throughly from iniquity
Cleanse me from my sin
Blot out my transgressions, and
I shall be whiter than snow within,
Psalm 51
Monday, 21 April 2008
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My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?
why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring?
O my God, I cry in the daytime, but thou hearest not; and in the night season, and am not silent.
But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel.
But I am a worm, and no man; a reproach of men, and despised of the people.
All they that see me laugh me to scorn: they shoot out the lip, they shake the head saying,
He trusted on the LORD that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him.
Psalm 22: 1-3, 6-8My God, My Judge,
Why hast Thou forsaken Thy Son?
I’m willing to bear the scorn of those that mock me here
But enduring the shame of Your reproach
Is more than I can bear.
More painful than these thorns inside my head
Yet, I cry out in this moment of my deathThat You are holy
Never could You be anything else.
I am just a worm
Despised and abused-
You are the King
And I’ve become a beggar,
Yet I must sing
That You are Holy.
My God, My Judge,
I cry out, but You hear me not
The night lives on as my body hangs upon this tree
Suffering for the very crowd that
Stands here mocking meThey speak the truth, though. while casting their lots
You turned away because of what my blood has bought
Yet You are holy
Never could You be anything else.
I am just a worm
Despised and abused-
You are the King
And I’ve become a beggar,
Yet I must sing
That You are Holy.
-Katie-
April 11-12, 2008
Psalm 22It just amazes me the humbleness of Jesus' attitude on the cross. He calls His Father "God" becauase His Father is now His Judge...because of Jesus' humanity and the sin He's taken upon Himself for us. The physcal side of His death was nothing compared to the torture of being totally abandoned by His Father when He had to turn away. And yet...Jesus says...."Thou art Holy." What an amazing Savior we have.
Friday, 04 April 2008
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These tired tears behind my eyes
Have refused to fall
But now that I see that I was wrong
And I don't feel very tall.
Become acquainted with yourself-
I highly recommend.
I met myself today and I'm
Ashamed to say that we were friends.
- Katie -
4-3-08
Sunday, 23 March 2008
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It’s looking down at me
Smiling enormously
Till angry clouds come pushing it away
The question posed once again
The answer carried by the wind
But hold on,
Hold on,
And maybe you can’t fly
Maybe...
Maybe fairies aren’t real after all
But no one’s ever told us yet
So we’ll go on believing
Believing we can tryWe sail at morning’s light
Ahoy! And let us fly!
Second to the right this ship sails thru the sky
Straight on till morning-
If the clouds stay tucked away
So hold on,
Hold on,
And maybe you can’t fly
Maybe...
Maybe fairies aren’t real after all
But no one’s ever told us yet
So we’ll go on believing
Believing we can try~Katie~
Wednesday, 05 March 2008
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Lord, here I stand tonight
So undeserving of Your grace
And I would understand
If You just walked away
But I’m clinging to a promise
A pledge You made to me
So its here I find myself tonight
Before You on my knees
So I lift my hands to You
And call upon Your name
Empty and shaken,
Crying out through my pain
“Let Your love and mercy fall
Let it rain down on me-
Wash away these bitter tears
Cleanse my heart of secret fears.”
Lord, I want to trust You-
To blindly follow without fear.
When I shake away the chains
Of everything I hold dear
I’ll need You more than ever
To strengthen me cause I’m weak.
Help me to remember, Lord,
I’ll stand taller on my knees.
And I lift my voice to You
To praise Your precious name
My Constant, my Rock
You’ve proven You don’t change
Lord, even when You’re silent
I can feel Your presence here
Though I may feel I am alone
You still hear every prayer
You still hear every single prayer...
~Katie L. Wilson~
Monday, 25 February 2008
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There’s so much here
that’s keeping me
from loving You the way I should
the way I want
With each distraction
You fade away a little more
and the world gains a little more control
the control You should‘ve hadI want to change
Erase the past
All these things that I’ve done
All these battles I’ve never won
I tried so hard to do this on my own
I was so wrongI need forgiveness, Lord
I’m on my knees, so
let that cleansing wave wash over me
Today this ends
Today I’m done
From here my eyes will stay on You
On You aloneSo break me down
Show me, Lord, what I’ve become
Search my heart
and break my will to make it Yours
I want to do this right
from now on
Lord , help me to keep my eyes on You
On You alone
~Katie Wilson~
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- Name: Katie
- Birthday: 3/14/1991
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/10/2007
About Me
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Hey y'all I'm Katie. I'm a senior, and I enjoy writing poetry. This site is dedicated to my poetry, which I hope to glorify God with. It's not perfect, but come on in- I'd be happy to have you!!!
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I'm thinkin I should start a xanga...to blog/rant lol. Poetry is fun..and i have a blog on myspace, but it aint teh same. whatcha think?
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Lord, You take my heart away with Your love...and I am willing to put all my faith in Your plan. Come and take my life. ~Kutless~
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For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD. Isaiah 55:8
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